Ever since I came clean to my doctors about my drug addiction, they don't want to treat my pain?

No offense intended, because I myself am a recovering addict, and have dealt with serious pain issues as well, so like I said don't take this the wrong way but you sound like an addict trying to rationalize why you should be given narcotics. The fact is that you are an addict, and you will be for life. Even if you found someone to prescribe you pills, do you honestly think you wouldn't abuse them? Cause I know you would, any addict would, no matter how much pain you're in. What you need to do is quit obsessing on "what if" and focus on finding a way to manage your pain without opiates.