What is it like losing your virginity...For Guys?

I am still a virgin and I would like to know what it is gonna be like my first time. I know you will not be able to tell me exactly how my first time is gonna be cause we r all different but...well...was it awkward? Should I have it with someone none of my friends know...just in case it is pretty bad? Any information would be helpful...Im 19 by the way so no need for censorship...lol